I just thought I'd let everyone know about my bullshit weekend.
My mother basically told me I was selfish and a terrible child and if I continued to use the internet excessively I would no longer be welcome in her house.
So yeah, I guess I'm no longer welcome in her house, as her definition of "excessive" is "whenever it doesn't suit her". Which is always.
I don't really care so much about living with my mom. I'm starting to resent her anyway. The main reason I'm upset about all this is because of my cats. I am actually heartbroken over my cats and don't give two shits if I ever see my mom again. She's completely unreasonable about everything, reprimands me if the way I breathe isn't on par with her standards, and I'm pretty sure she's lost her mind. But my cats, especially Simba, I'd die for. I guess that's strange, but whatever. I'm moving in with my Grandma sometime. I'm at school right now, so I guess it's whatever for the time being.
But yeah, I know I haven't posted here in a long time, I just thought me being kicked out of my home was an appropriate occasion to say whazzap. Plus there are some people who only can reach me through here.
Fuck my life.
My mother was evidently unclear about the whole thing and apparently doesn't hate me? I never know with her. Ahsdjkfhjdesf I am so confused. But yeah, if I get really stellar grades this semester, maybe she'll shut the hell up and I can "live" at the house and just... spend a lot of time other places. I just want to be with my cat. Hopefully I can convince her to reverse her decision to get rid of the internet router. If not, I guess I'm living with Grandma and sneaking into the house in the middle of the night to be with my cat. Priorities.